Les Cerisiers
Les Cerisiers 30 Mars 2024 Tidal basin Objects of beauty attract pretty girls Art museums, cathedrals, flowered blooms they make a sense of self-disgust within me whirl taking pictures of their pink flesh and empty wombs. all the others revolt me in their fat they do not deserve to be looked at Non-people, shirking the ideal perhaps they see me the same way- as a rat. faded pink, gracefully sweet I don’t want them to take off their clothes. Leaves will fall, as rots meat if only the human body could grow, cyclical, as a rose. I would taste the blossom- The remontant bitterness- as through trash, a possum I wonder if I am devoid of worthiness. their eyes stay on the trees I crave their hungry glances I think of them on their knees- as the branche dances. the next week, the leaves will fall And they’ll be gone- all.