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Spring follies

Worship  D926 > ATL  April 6 2025  To EEH  in the mirror of flesh I see your form  I wonder from us what was to be born.  I made you orgasm in a place I’ll forget  when I think of it I taste regret.  for a moment- you were leaking my seed-  I realized I wanted you as my slave- a need.  so much fear knowing you can just walk away  and that bright nights become gray days.  now I consummate strangers no joy, no passion, no anger  just raw biological banality  you and I didn’t love for each other, but for divinity.  I think of you splayed- my mind penetrated  maybe I would benefit from castration.  all those hands stroking my jealousy-  I still miss our ecstasy.  I wanted to fuck your soul, own your sensuality,  and my short sighted mind did it by infidelity.  you were a bird I wanted to cage  Hear you sing- I was deaf- whence my rage.  My Venus, let’s pray to bacchus  ...

Easter Songs

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  Eastersong  April 20 2025 Easter  National Cathedral DC  Alleluia! He has risen.  Still- perfect white linen.  the man-maker’s glory within- we triumph over sin.  from on high the bronze bells have rung  and spring’s splendor has sprung brightest beams, worship the weaver  He who works such wonders.  the victorious vanqueror and conscious creator  arm us with sacrificial strength  undo the deeds of death.  vast temples of stone we will raise  and sing songs to your praise  tomes of learning to know your word  for you our stained souls cured.  son in flesh: right hand of the throne who learned us our life loaned to sever serpent-Satan’s hold  of miracles, our mold.  rejoice! rejoice! The king has come  into light, darkness from.  America’s Jesus  April 20 2025 Easter  National Cathedral DC  God watches in our time of need  if emptiness- freed.  high abo...

Phillips Collection Sketches

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  le déjeuner des canotiers Pierre-Augustin Renoir  4 April 2025  The Phillips collection  eyes wondering on the green flat the woman fixes her straw hat. but le canotier stares to the river juteux  <<le déjeuner est délicieux !>>  there’s a full bottle of wine-  les verres sont remplis  et pourtant ils s’ennuient  le plaisir de s’en ficher- et les mines !  the man’s skin is a touched too flushed  he leans over the coquette, blushed  Et l’insouciance est tellement puissante  on crève d’en imiter, jamais frustrante  initiation is the highest form of flattery  to recreation there is mastery  l’art de bien vivre n’a pas de prix  sauf la consommation du chair, du vin, et du pain de mie.  la joie nous isole  and you can’t intoxicate the soul.  Mother and child  By Alfonso Ossorio, Phillips collection  4 April 2025  the first oppression is being born religion: not to ...

Blade Runner 2049 Review

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  The authenticity of simulacrum: Blade runner 2049: the individual, the society, and humanity Blade Runner 2049 is a film pulled in different directions by the arguments it makes and the aspects to consider depending on the referent point of the film. This changes at various points because of it being pulled in different directions by the strong acting by Ryan gosling (individual focused), the source material (more humanity focused for the book and more society focused for the first movie) and the point of view of the director Dennis (more society focused while also highlighting Gosling as a character within it). But the genius of the movie is that each element communicates with the one above / below it, although at times it can feel jarring due to the wide amount of thematic ideas. Main question asked by this movie is: how do we separate the real from the simulacrum (basically a replication that has no inherent truth to it- Google Wikipedia, or a simulation that is devoid of real...